I was watching the latest episode of the TV series, Quantico last night and a statement from it registered in my mind, “you can’t be the arsonist and be the firefighter at the same time”. As I heard it, it made me realize that, that’s what so many people do today, start a fire and then try to quench it like that will make everything better, try to be the hero when they are to blame in the first place.
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The Power of the Mind
Your mind will always serve you when you need it to,
By bringing memories of times you long for and happy days long gone…
It also possesses another power, the power to protect you,
From the deepest horrors life has forced you to face,
The tragic molestation, the horrible and monstrous actions you’ve taken to defend yourself Continue reading “The Power of the Mind”
Quit Like a Coward
Throw in the towel, give up and quit
Voices scream in my head as I stare in guilt
Take the easy way out
And save yourself a life of misery and doubts
Throw in the towel, they say and stop fighting to stay
You’re better off, everyone really is,
You’ll be free, like a feather on the open sea. Continue reading “Quit Like a Coward”
Time Will Tell
Time will always tell
Words may fail to express
Emotions may be misread
Judgement may be clouded
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The Gift of a Curse
Signs of trouble at a cost
Lines are blurring near the curve
Souls are burning with sulfur
And with life at a gain or loss
Chains of bondage, worn with pride
A curse it seems but a gift it is
Look and behold the hidden light
That cries to shine forth
Listen to the silent cry
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Freedom
Dreams and visions of the night,
formed from memories and wishes,
series upon series, night after night,
a nightmare holds me captive,
I pray for freedom, freedom from my fears…
living each day fighting demons in broad daylight dressed like angels, temptresses! taking my mind captive and corrupting the innocence of my thoughts
so long till an idea is born…simple but powerful,
Lust and Longing
Searching for a memory, hoping to give life to it, a time of fulfilled longing… a cherished time and happy time. A longing for someone from a long time ago, it seems like ages now. Someone I used to know so well I gave myself to. Someone I shared a memory and a time with. Someone always in my thoughts… but all gone with time even as with time it came.