Many things seem stupid when you look at them closely. You wonder why you ever cared so much about those things in the first place, why you defended some views and took them ever so serious. The mind fucks with us just as we fuck with it.
Many times, it is even hard to get a straight up clear thought about some things because they are just so convoluted that you risk losing your mind trying to unravel what seems like mysteries as old as the creation of the world.
But some times, our mind craves these kinds of madness. We try to make sense of what we don’t know what to do with if it finally makes sense. We want to know. We learn and keep learning. We question what isn’t and try to see through a smokescreen we have put up ourselves.
And if our origin is a mystery, then our existence is its undoing.
We will keep searching and asking what truths we could never handle. And that’s the beauty of the craziness we’ve found ourselves in. Because eventually, we are bound to find out something. What happens after then is going to be a whole new ballgame.
It’s so crazy and mind boggling we really have no choice but to keep going.